FURIOUS ON THE BRINK OF TEARRS

(I FEEL LIKE TYPING IN CAPS)

SO TODAY I WAS REALLY ANGRY AND I CANT REMEMBER WHAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT BUT ME AND A COUPLE FRIENDS WERE IN THE HALLWAY AND I WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW MAD I WAS. THEN, I DONT REMEMBER HOW THIS TIED IN, MY FRIEND ALIVIAH WAS LIKE "YAH HALLEY  CUTS HERSELF!
AND I JUST COMPLETELY FREAKED OUT!!!
OKAY SO I HAVE SCARS ON THE BACK OF MY ARM, AND I UNDERSTAND WHY THAT POSSIBLY COULD BE SUSPICIOUS, AND PEOPLE ASK ME ABOUT THEM OFTEN, BUT SINCE I DONT CUT ITS NOT REALLY A BIG DEAL.
BUT TODAY WAS DIFFERENT! YOU JUST DONT JOKE ABOUT THOSE THINGS!!!!!!!!!!
I MEAN, WHAT IF I WAS A SO CALLED "CUTTER"? THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HORRIBLE AND REALLLYLYYLYY OFFENDING IN MY OPINION! YOU JUST DONT KID ABOUT THINGS LIKE SELF-MUTILIATION, IT'S WRONG.

PHEW. ANGRY DAY. MY FRIEND WAS SWITCHED OUT OF MY SCHOOL POD AND WE ARE REALLY PISSED OFF. CAUSE LIKE LAST YEAR (SHE WASNT EVEN IN HS YET) I DIDNT REALLY HAVE ANY FRIENDS THAT I HUNG OUT WITH IN MY POD, SO I WAS REALLY EXCITED TO HAVE HER IN MINE THIS YEAR! WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER SINCE WE WER ELIKE 6 SO IM COMFORTABLE AROUND HER AND HAVE A GOOD TIME. BUT THEN THE SA CHANGES IT AFTER ALREADY POSTNG THE PODS!
AND GUESS WHAT THEIR EXCUSE IS???
THERE WERE TOO MANY SA MEMBERS IN ONE POD SO THEY GAVE US ONE AND TOOK ABOUT MY FREIND.
WHY.
IN.
THE.
HECK.
DOES.
IT.
MATTER???!!!
IT DOESNT! IT DOESNT MATTER IF THERE ARE 3 SA MEMBERS IN ONE POD, IT DOESNT GIVE THEM A LEG UP OR ANYTHIG!!! EERRGGGH I AM JUST LIKE REALLY FRUSTERATED. TOMORROW I AM GOING TO TALK TO MR. FOX (A TEACHER THAT RUNS THE SA MEETINGS) AND SEE WHAT I CAN DO. ALTHOUGH I KNOW THAT I WILL GET MY POINT ACROSS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY WELL, I KNOW THAT HE WILL NOT CHANGE. BUT ATLEAST I WILL HAVE DONE SOMETHING.