I'm weightless from my head up.

cited

Seriously, Costa Rica can not come soon enough. I HATE this. I hate stupid flippin' schoool. 4 weeks off in paradise. yap. thats what i need.
and i also get to get groped multiple times at the airport, probably. so that should be fun.
ha.

anyhoo just sitting at school not doing pe cause pe is stupid.
should be doing hw but naaah ill just make a pointless blog post instead.

yippee.
arent u glad that i am?
i sure am

but yhaahh ive been to costa rica before for a ten day mission trip and it is so amazing. beautiful. interesting. nice. extraordinary. it is just greatly fantsatic a matter-o-fact. and i wanna get hit by some waves, collect shells along the shore, relax in the 100 degree weather on a sandy beach. eat rice and beans and veggies and see geckos and igunas and MONKEYS! oh, the monkeys :) i just really cited bout them.
im changing the word excited to cited. its better.

and i wanna go on walks through the rainforest and cloud forest. i wanna just sleep in a bed that isnt mine and smile cause im actually happy.

oh! and the hots springs are delicious. like..that was weird. but they are fantastic. im cited bout tem as well. the one i went to last time is in a place called Baldi.
i like that name :)



not a great picture (google) but this was my favorite. so nice



i googled

It's not the cold water that gives me chills, but the bones I find at the bottom

stupididittttty and dumbbibity

So dumb people are really dumb

so very dumb

its hard being in hs.

i mean yah the work is hard sometimes and people are annoying but how do u deal with seriously just stupid people?

i mean really. its practically impossible without going ballistic.

there are too many stupid people.

or at least people that act stupid.

and then there are those peopple who are all like giggly about everytihng, stupid attention whores.

or better yet, attention sluts.

thankffully some of them are just attention prostitutes.

yap

and um im mean, i act stupid sometimes too
but not ignorant and arrogant and completely selfish
and conservative O.o
not offense to conservative people, just the stupid ones.

like the girl in that picture....dermmmm ;)

Unschooling Unmanual

So I read this book today (just 88 pages long) called the Unschooling Unmanual. It talks about how unschooling is better than schooling.
Its like home schooling except you dont even have any textbooks. they pretty much just do whatever they want, but somehow they manage to learn a bunches!

Children learn by asking quesitons, not asnwering them.

i love that. it is so true omg. this book is great. seriously, im not puting my kids through school. its so stupud and this is such a great thing.

get it.

check it out.

read it.

something.

buy it.

i would say more buuuuut not gonna

c ya

I like to beleive that everythings connected. That I myself will somehow lead to something else- something that will live on after I'm dead.

I'm not afraid of being forgotten
I'm afraid of not being worth remembering

I'm not afraid of love
I'm afraid of never finding it

I'm not afraid of monsters
Only the darkness that surrounds them

I'm not afraid of falling
only the fear as I hit the ground

I'm not afraid of silence
I'm afraid of the thoughts that come with it

I'm not afraid of confusion
I'm afraid on no one seeing

I'm not afraid of a broken heart
but the lies that come with one

I'm not afraid of tears
only the act of crying

I'm not afraid of responsibility
only the disappointment I'm sure to bring

I'm not afraid of commitment
only the trust that comes with it

I'm not afraid of living
I'm afraid of what comes after

HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER! HARRY POTTER!

so i dont own any harry potter clothing,
and the world will end if i dont get some soon
what is wrong with me

When you wake up at night and decide not to be afraid anymore, look back to me cause I'll be there.

Why not destroy? Decide not to care anymore. The monsters living beneath my bed; the demons sleeping upon my chest; they not longer have to birth my fear. I've been called out, swore out, pushed out, but I never left cause of them. Creating my own commotion, I breathed beneath all the bleeding skin. There's no more trying to take my place, cause I'm watching it all fall away, now. All the pieces of a puzzle I forced to fit- I'm having my fun and slashing every bit.
Society has its hold on me, but now I'm slipping, willingly. No more uneventful conversations- confrontations. I'm not trying to change the rules, just break them.
I'm not trying to better myself, just let go.

No me gusta escuela

Costa Rica in a month and a half :)

The gay types

So today in health we talked about homosexuality- gay people and what not.

Serious, people can't just kick gay peeps out of the military or whatever! So stupid! They should have the same rights as all of us!
We all sinners!
Were so stupid. I mean, I could hardly stand to listen to the conservative people in my class today. I mean, I'm not like extremely anti republican or anything, all sides are flawed and to a point, corrupt. But sometimes people have such closed minds. It's like, so u believe that being gay isn't right, but neither is lying, neither is being a fing stripper but I'm sure those people are allowed in the military!
Grr.
Confusion
Anger
I talked alot
I'm very opinionated
I like that bout me

Ohh!! And I shared my theory on lesbians. For the first time. I was very proud. U wanna know what it is? Probably not

Shappplly (?) wisdom

Geometrryyyyyy no.
I'm failing.
I haven't done it in over a month.
Bad stuff. Bad bad evil stuff.
I hate school.
It should go die, the stupid worthless things they teach us. I mean, I always knew geometry was pointless, but for some reason it really hit me on like Wednesday I think. Like, were doing this because it's preparing us for college, and were going to college to prepare us for our career, bur my career is most definitely not going to involved stupid theorums and postulates and what not.
It's just some stupid thing someone made up, geometry.
God doesn't say:
"Ye shall learn that of the geometry so as to know shapely wisdom."

Oh bagels...