Tim Burton

I have a problem when people say something's real or not real, or normal or abnormal. The meaning of those words for me is very personal and subjective. I've always been confused and never had a clearcut understanding of the meaning of those kinds of words.

Don't ask the question for an answer Don't look to pain to make it all better Expecting irony to forgive you was your first mistake

I can see you...can you see me?

I've seen the glass hearts you place beside your bed
Found the ancient scars you've hidden behind all the words you said
And all the reasons why you say you're worthless
All the skeletons that scream to menfrom your closet

It seems I'm not aloud to get tired Not aloud to fall asleep For there's a woman at my door And she does nothing there but weep

Perhaps karma

I always tried for silence to cover up the pain
A hoodie for the rain
Lies for the shame
I always tried for cold eyes to shield the real me
But now she's trying to set herself free

And now the silence shakes me more than the noise
My safe haven isn't safe for me anymore
I need to speak
Honey, just speak

Cause I dont wanna bother with all this fear
But if I could, I wouldn't cry my final tears
Cause I'm just a girl who doesn't know what she wnats
But deep down inside, every girl just wants to be loved

I knnew dreaming came at a price
Slipping from reality was my sacrifice
But I don't wamt to live that any longer
No, not any longer
I'm raking my eyes so I can see
Just me
Just me

And I don't wanna bother with all this fear
But if I could, I wouldn't cry my final tears
(Silent, silent, muffled by my pillow)
Cause I'm just a girl who doesn't know what she wants
But deep down inside, every girl just wants to be loved
Oh, I just want to be loved
(Honey, you're loved)

I'm weightless from my head up.

cited

Seriously, Costa Rica can not come soon enough. I HATE this. I hate stupid flippin' schoool. 4 weeks off in paradise. yap. thats what i need.
and i also get to get groped multiple times at the airport, probably. so that should be fun.
ha.

anyhoo just sitting at school not doing pe cause pe is stupid.
should be doing hw but naaah ill just make a pointless blog post instead.

yippee.
arent u glad that i am?
i sure am

but yhaahh ive been to costa rica before for a ten day mission trip and it is so amazing. beautiful. interesting. nice. extraordinary. it is just greatly fantsatic a matter-o-fact. and i wanna get hit by some waves, collect shells along the shore, relax in the 100 degree weather on a sandy beach. eat rice and beans and veggies and see geckos and igunas and MONKEYS! oh, the monkeys :) i just really cited bout them.
im changing the word excited to cited. its better.

and i wanna go on walks through the rainforest and cloud forest. i wanna just sleep in a bed that isnt mine and smile cause im actually happy.

oh! and the hots springs are delicious. like..that was weird. but they are fantastic. im cited bout tem as well. the one i went to last time is in a place called Baldi.
i like that name :)



not a great picture (google) but this was my favorite. so nice



i googled