Wednesday, November 24, 2010

i dont know how to change this stupid color. u cant even see it and im freeaaakiinnngg out!!

O.o

Baths calm me down.
In fact, I'm taking one right now.

Perv

Ah the joys of highschool socializing

So stupid winter formal is on the 5th. Last year I wasn't going to go but then I was persuaded.
And something bad happened.
So I am most definitely not going this year. No matter how much she tries to make me go.
I'm not making that mistake all over again.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Confident in Dreary Delineations

Silhouettes placed in a single moaning stripe
Arms long to flail but darkness clings
(they're frightened)
Something rips through still waters
High twilight stirs, frowns, shifts
But is not unnerved by its arrival
...confident in dreary delineations

Empty eyes watch as the water churns, brightens
(the light is swelling)
Puffs of black smoke slithering from closed lips
Darkness laughs as it lingers
A heavy coat smothering like a mouth of bees

(ever swelling)
The light flashes and they cannot blink, reactions dead
black spears of fantasy spew from twilights hand
Disintegration steaming as they sink, the light frowns
(it does not like violence)
In retaliation, it burts- lively

The darkness growls, bearing vampirical teeth, blunted
Black suffocation clings powerful, creating bloody sores

...Evils greatest mistake

Jaws fly open as the feeling of pain envelopes
And terminated nerves awaken

Killed by his own hand, heiness screams pathetic insanity as the blood boils in sputtering folds
And the bodies join as something bursts
Running with blood, mouths gaping, screams alive
The light jumps, tears, takes forever down the choking throats
Smoke cringes, hissing as it evaporates
And in a brilliant blast of light,
the silhouettes explode into salvation

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

D:

Depression has struck as I am left alone while my friends are off having fun together D:

Thursday, November 4, 2010

I See your Face

I see your face
It's in my dreams
Is it here to stay
this time

I feel you
reaching into hot air
I search for you
but i can't tell if you're reaching back

Red balloons in a winter sky
I bleed my love
no more hiding
Cause I don't like this hiding
Trying to find a way to justify all the things I say and do
I hate that they're for you

Causeim just a girl
and he's just a boy
In the same world
different lives (different realities)

And I've given up flying
Cause im stuck on a cloud
My wings are tangled, tainted
By the way your laugh sounds oh oh